Tbh I rolled off Plurk for a bit for the regularly scheduled winter depression

Welcome back, glad to see you made it through, sunblock's on the left. /brick'd

A lot of my time has been leaving a job after a doctor told me my work was not good enough

I had a very good job lined up and the people who interviewed me were very much indicating I had the job

Which is why I left my job

And lmao they pulled the rug out from under me, thus me not having a job for nearly a month

I have a job now at a hospital and I work nights

I’ve done the job before so it hasn’t been too hard to learn

Of course during all this I’ve had two emergency procedures now on an abscess that is recurring

I have an appointment with general surgery tomorrow to determine what they want to do about it

Which has been really hard for me too

On top of not having a job for so long and trying to manage things, I’ve been trying to find a part time job

Because money is a very concerning thing for me right now

Of course, I’ve applied to a million places, like overnight stocking

And nothing comes of it

Then I do our taxes and we owe 2k this year for marketplace insurance because we couldn’t afford paying 400+ a month for wife’s plan while we were waiting for her disability decision

Oh and I found out yesterday they are trying to garnish my wages for something from like 7 years ago which

Cool 25% of my income

Wife can’t work because she’s working on herself and her trauma

Which is important for her and I want her to do that

I just need like someone to pay my rent for two months so I can get shit together and figured out

But I have no one to ask and I’m trying to legit find a second job

I’ve just been depressed, stressed out and wanting something to give

I know I’ll figure it out but if anyone has any suggestions for part time work I’m all ears

I’m tired of being in this situation

Where I’m barely scraping by

oh man, abscesses suck.

They really do and I’m so tired of being on antibiotics

Oh man I’m so sorry, abscesses really do suck

Where it is located makes it hard to sit, but even more so to walk because my hip is in pain from it

But the antibiotics are worse

hugs so hard

Hugs!!!

Thank you everyone

Ann, Skyler and I talked it out as a family

hugs tight

Hugs!!!