Mornin friends! My spouse has been reccomended on a tuition-paid straight to PHD track he is touring the facilities for today and I'm excited but also so nervous
but then there's lonely mornings like today where it hits me how many changes are about to happen if he dies accept. or how dissapointed in ourselves we might both feel if we decline such an opportunity
in a way he's already won just by being given this chance, so it shouldn't matter either way. but i don't know, I'm gonna be having radio silence from him today (because he's obviously busy wity the tour |D) and just vibrating in my chair for the next 24 hours i think heh