If I'm slow it's because I am having such a rough week and tomorrow morning I put my 18 year old kitty down to top it off. I have to constantly tell myself I am doing the right thing.
Oh my gosh, lots of love to you 
take care of yourself if you can
take care of yourself if you can
I'm so sorry. Please take care of yourself. It's one of the hardest things to have to do.
It hurt like hell, but the doctor said I did the right thing because she was weak. Still feel like horse shit and I can't talk about her out loud without choking up.
You lost a family member. It's a small comfort, but when the time comes, they need us to be there to do this final thing for them.
Thinking about you, hope you're doing as ok as possible. A family member is a perfect way to put it. Pets are special, it's alright to feel everything you're feeling