stuff that like

"if I leave it unread I will know it's important and I'll get back to it when I can"

so it was up to... 85

and it's been bothering me

and by now everything is all out of date anyway lmao dslfkj they went as far back as early 2020

but like as I go back in time I can still see rp replies I never got back to from various times I fell off the face of the earth

and it makes me feel bad but also sad cause they were such good threads and I dropped the ball

but clearing out the unread feels good, it's nice to have an accurate count of my unread emails

it feels like a little less anxiety somehow

even if all I maybe did was sweep stuff under the rug lkdsjf let's just not think about that part for now