Fun fact, I'm easily distracted.

It should not surprise anyone I have ADHD, but let's not get distracted from the distraction.

I'm really just spitting my own thoughts into the void because, reasons.

Now I find myself falling on the asexual spectrum. I have known this about me for quite some time. But where on that spectrum, I don't fracking know.

Aegoromantic describes me, I like romance, I am an unapologetic shipper...but do I like to engage in romance in the real world with actual people? No. I remember the last date I went on at a boba tea cafe and I was content to talk about nerdy stuff, but romantic gestures were often sidelined with me focusing my whole being...

...on trying not to swallow those tapioca pearls. Like the tea, love the aesthetic, but I don't like balls just shooting down my throat.

Needless to say it was not a date repeated. So sad, I like tea, minus the sleeper agent that is tapioca pearls.

HOWEVER!

Asexual Panromantic also applies to me. I'm not absent attraction at all, I definitely find people attractive and typically I don't care much about gender. I like people who are kind, intelligent (without being arrogant), and socially aware among other traits that have zero to do with gender.

So, for me this also fits.

What's my point, I don't know. Variety is the spice of life?

"I don't like balls just shooting down my throat" v applicable

But on a more serious note, it's okay to not have a conclusion. Your space, wherever it is, is for you and your thoughts

You have my support no matter what

thanks! I have been going winter stir crazy and spitting my thoughts outloud.