over a month and i'm still learning wildly new shit. amazing.

i mean, i'm in pain not from the caustic shit but i mean. that's prolly just in the works for decades from now. the real pain is the amount of physical labor and so many ways to hurt yourself?? ? ?

i have cut my fingers on sharp objects or rusted objects so much, and don't get me started on banging my fingers sob

i ace and the banging getting out of hang

hand

hand literally

yeah ok i'm done pleading my case

i will adjust or have random spouts of brilliance

but hey ho lookit my fuckin muscles boi

one super upside is i am in toooo much pain to notice how beefed it's getting me

also i feel p damn good

no longer justtt an intellectual pencil pusher

i can do the heavy lifting too. . . . . . . i maybe have a masseuse now

shaddup

he rambled about some demon-capturing masks he found in his old house last appointment

i was like mfer talks a lot but ok i'm interested

also he leaves chocolate and a rag soaked in eucalyptus after so

damn he's good at his job

PS

i made them change my hours bwahah

buddies, you need me more than i need you. fix em or i'm quits. and it worked!! lookie how that works

gonna try to be arpee'ing more normally this weekend ( i haveee been -- but on omegle which is uh >> interesting )