my dad just called to uh. let me know my grandpa passed yesterday. and i ammmm somewhat going through it

oh no, i'm so sorry to hear that

paternal side were pretty much the only folks in the family who actually treated me like a person but they live so far away that between my own travel issues and money stuff i havent been able to make my way down there in a long time

and it's like. shit. man.

anyway if i am somewhat Off in the next few days that's why

i'm so sorry red ):