My staycation starts tomorrow and I have gotten nothing of value done today or yesterday because I just... can't. I cannot/

I just stare at things-- the wall, the computer, or wander room to room kind of picking at stuff I need to do, just kind of trying to hold myself together until I can REST.

I want so badly to just. Hug.

Even virtual hugs are appreciated. I DO get to rest for a few days starting tomorrow, thankfully.

But I need it REAL BAD.