cant even talk about it bc i feel like a burden placed upon anyone who has to associate with me. i feel so bad and ashamed of feeling bad. like no matter what i do or where i go ill never be good enough for anyone because i can never be what it is that anyone actually wants lol. just no self worth at all.

i’m so sorry ... definitely been there/am still there a little bit... for what it’s worth i feel the opposite of all of that for you... you’re an immensely loveable & an irreplaceable friend who i feel a deep mutual love & understanding with like no one else!! you’re an absolutely incredible genius artist ofc, absolutely nobody does it like u!!

you’re a wonderful person & a wonderful presence... & also unbelievably hot!!! i’m really sorry everything’s so fucking shitty right now... i really hope things even out for you, esp with work... i know these feelings aren’t easy to get rid of... but again fwiw i’m here for you!! we all love you & want to see you succeed & flourish