中肯!!

老是一邊做事覺得做得很差，為什麼做不好，可是也不喜歡達成不了和放棄
弄東西時最常說的話是。我不懂為什麼能知道不夠好但繼續做下去
秒秒也躺地上slap myself to not be a pussy

其實我看了還是不明白，it didn’t convince my heart

MAYBE maybe this is just for making ppl to do stuff

Not for ppl that want a way out stop feeling like an unachived piece of shit and will never ease u guilt of not being good enough

So it didn’t helps me bc i often get things done anyway but it changes nth abt me HATE myself for being incapable and I m so incalsodoxndksksnjddjkd

然後最沒效率的事就是我這個想法因為為自己沒效率而難過會降低效率所以我就是沒效率incapable oh god my head hurts literally

I thought this is an encouraging moment but guess not