500 miles

before tags though, gonna do some combing for changes in the setting and then things/projects shin is focusing on... i've been tending to put the latter at the bottom of permanent ac just as a reminder to self but this also lets me think about more long term stuff
sfdgf i need to check in with ppl about them too

OH RIGHT one of them was gonna be getting more compies.... i'm gonna end up rolling up to the mods with a shopping list at this rate

nother thing i've thought of, the student room filing cabinets, putting a pin in that too

another pin - the binding spell meeting thing

me like should i hold off on missions so that someone else can have a go but also,,,,,,,, missions,,,,

the timing of this is great bc it's when i can feel the oxygen returning to my body

note to self: shin ai. do not forget

okay that's the plotting post and the various Lists Completed and Sent In

i want to sort out his inventory and finish up that character plurk but time to take it easy the rest of the night

also if i miss a detail or don't pick up smth with a thread, please let me know, i'm happy to oblige i just also am on 10% brain capacity sometimes

looks like mirrors team is going to be inaba, shin and ishimaru i am so excited

mirrors team is just STRAIGHTMEN

IT REALLY IS i love it

waddles in here ok i asked bunny and she said that ranger can get the nwp hooked up but rangers gunna be pissy and shin cannot escape that and I think that's so cute of ranger. do you mind starting it bc komaeda is in a comaeda I'm crying u can have shin staring at the pod or sumn hehe excited

yisssss
today is chores day so i am eyes emoji about this evening, sure thing I can kick start it then
sfdgfgdf poor ranger i'm thinking emoji bc their CR is already shaky but i can ask bunny about then when it's no longer chores also

every day I look at shin and ranger and I pray for them with all my heart it's delicious but painful

i knowwww they 're such similar people and yet they have this rift because of and despite it

thinking about shin annoying ranger by reading smth of his out in the meeting that really does sum up where it stands rn

man tho i am

okay cracks knuckles chores day is over time to put on a kettel and get to it

plan for tonight:
- going through plotting comments
- poke bunny if still awake and hit up nms inbox... nmsbox
- other tags if there's time after that

plotting done! that went faster than I thought... quick break and then on to tags

hm. bunny is asleep i think and i do want to check on like. the effects on the cr first so i might set the nwp thread aside and work on the other tags for now

ah fuck the rp anxiety is hitting hard

shin --> ranger i press send and immediately go

i'm just like hhhh bc on the one hand... ranger is someone shin trusts with this and on the other hand he's the ONLY person he trusts with this

he was getting there with akari but then....

shin --> ranger is getting to play out the deleted scene pure self indulgence? yes. am i having fun? also yes

oh right there was also clamor and senku

okay the anxiety in general is hitting hard, bed for self i think

blows the dust off this

mostly bc we were talking about shin's fractured sense of identity and then i saw this

and was like 'yeah'

sighs

yeah

hate that for him

joins you both on the floor

hehehe

be a lot to think abt oh shin...

he's not doing well! and part of his not doing well is he can't see where he IS doing well :' )

it also fits nicely in that you could consider midori the frankenstein here, but most of the stitching is shin's own hand

while i'm catching up on things, Shin's tarot card is the Moon.
partly bc i'm a sucker for theming, but also it's the card that governs fears, anxieties, deception, uncertainty and imagination

it he

oh thats so cute wtf

IKR i love how well it fits

it has a good side, too

mission timeee time to get on top of things too i kind of died a little there

CHEERING!!

hehehe thanks nms

shin --> missions

it's interesting bc in game shin is a) very investigatory and scaredy cat so it's fun to see where the balance tips either way

shin --> mission he's noticed the red gleam per the dice but first things first

shin --> mission it's not quite clear in the tag, but he's noticed inaba's hesitation and is trying to back her up a little... it's cute

someone stop him from getting sidetracked trying to crack a password for hours tho, this is hilarious to me bc he's never been in the counselor's office and doesn't know what it looks like (maybe the place feels unsettlingly familiar but just that)

shin --> alice i love how cold and heat have developed into their own forms of symbolism here in yogen... comforting 'lies' and harsh 'truth'

I love the dreamscape content so much, this mix of what if + things that are off

yessss i love getting to play around with that
big fan of 'things that are mostly normal but something's.... off.....'

shin --> mission short and sweet

shin --> mission this is much funnier actually

also god i'm actually feeling like a human being again
fingers crossed it'll continue but hopefully this means i've got my tag mojo back

Feeling human is good, my fingers are also crossed?!

prayerhands emoji for u

thank you both ilu

shin --> dito it took me so long to get to this, gomen

adding to the prayerhands

aw thank you bunny... prayerhands is going both directions

shin --> dynamo every day I think about that comic where shin is like 'oh no! a virus!' when he realised gin wanted to play with him.... love him

??? --> miyuki not actually keigo's life shard, just a metaphor

also yisss more class computers for shin!

hehehe
we can say alice helped as promised

shin --> ranger first person in yogen to potentially see him without his shirt, despite subaru's attempt

shin --> midori this far and no further!!! puffcat

shin --> maple his sympathies...

these three i was stuck on for a while bc they kind of are an interlocked set rip

what with this and some running around catching up on ooc stuff this has been a good haul for the night methinks!

shin --> mission squaring this away bc this evening might be busy

cracks knuckles
okay it'll be a while yet but this evening:
- nwp thing
- set up sleepover thing?

hm. another day of static noises. tomorrow.

Good night!

get some rest

OKAY NOT TOMORROW I GUESS

yeah i think once i get AC i'm gonna take a june hiatus to sort myself out

in the meantime

shin --> dynamo this IS cute

Bonding with Dynamo Take care though, I hope the break will help!

yeah! i think i just need some time to recharge the ol' juices
i'm going to see what i can get done tomorrow in terms of threads

i might have to ask someone to boomerang me but we'll see how it goes

shin --> mission it's a subtle character development

shin's interesting bc he is BOTH a coward AND will put his life on the line for people, and it's where those overlapping tides intersect that things get interesting

it also ties into his sense of his own ability too, because just like he'll give up when done for he focuses on what he can actually save

but he's being a little bolder here and i think that ties into his sense of like. he's been losing so many people lately that it's been pushing that line like a cuticle a bit

the projection hours here don't hurt either

shin --> alice shin you're kinda superstitious

shin --> alice it didn't actually work all that well but shh

the power of names....

i was so tempted to have the extra kanji be 'wisteria' but his thoughts were already spinning a concept

so say hi to 任真

: thinking : not too late to change it still but i'll sleep on it

anyway that's enough for AC so time to work on that

I'm excited to reply (take your time ofc, and I'm glad AC worked out!)

hehehe thanks ari
i owe you one

I have a lot of fun with their interactions as well as the discussions, so there's no such thing as owing me anything !!!

thinkin bout shin thinks abt komaeda so much the bad omen will get him phsyically

aw likewise!!

Alice will probably make Shin think about Komaeda even more soon bc he'll need to admit to struggling trying to avoid referring to Shin by name and Komaeda Being Helpful...

sdfdsdf oh no
did komaeda suggest something?

HELPPPPPP I love that

It was cute (Shiki-kun), but Alice is just "Shin Tsukimi will make this kind of face" if anything that isn't Forename Surname comes out of his mouth, so he's Prepared to explain all his nickname views

shiki is cute

shiki IS cute

i'm crying i'm picturing him making the face

i'm like at komaeda suggesting the nickname

shin --> midori whether he actually took took them i'm leaving a mystery, but he took them

okay put in permanent ac, bonus ac, june hiatus application and monthly vending machine!

i was surprised to find i had three threads from last month so that's 4/5 bitey books : D

Soon all of them will be together again...

i can't leave them separated..... they're a family : <

every time a new obstructor joins my heart warms

yesssss
obstructor nation

the obstructors and dynamos growing in numbers............

very beautiful, very powerful

NGL TO U I DIDNT EVEN KNOW SHIN GAVE HIS ARM I thought he was reflecting on the past tbh with you I'm crying I would have responded way differently

DGFHGFDG SORRY I SHOULD HAVE MADE IT CLEARER

i was like ??? i guess midori's making a point or smth oTL

LOOKS UP CAN U DELETE UR TAG IM SORRY ITS GUNNA BOTHER ME

BC HE WOULD HAVE NOT DONE THAT AND IT DRIVES ME INSANE I'm crying I'm so sorry

SFDGSDFD NO WORRIES
i used it for bonus ac but i'm sure bunny will forgive

I'll ask bunny to forgive 😌 I made a booboo thank you for letting me fix my mistake!!

there we go, be freeee

hey no worries, anytime ^^

oops, accidentally clicked edit, okay THERE we go

thank you!! I will make sure to disc u to make sure of things next time so I don't put you through this again!

hey no worries!
honestly i should have checked in about it when i first noticed

so i'll try to be more proactive about that too

reading back i was being way more poetic than clear about it