curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:30:26.000Z
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latest #29
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:30:39.000Z
why sleep when you can be depressed?
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:31:05.000Z
usually, my self confidence is in the toilet
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:31:18.000Z
i’m a firm believer in fake it until you make it
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curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:31:45.000Z
because like if i can just push myself i figure i can be confident
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:31:56.000Z
but lately
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:32:24.000Z
i’ve been full of “i’m worthless, i can’t do anything that is valued by anyone”
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:32:35.000Z
which are feelings i haven’t had in a long time
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:33:00.000Z
i know this is product of the past two years of not really seeing friends
𝒻𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈
2022-04-07T01:33:49.000Z
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:34:36.000Z
but it feels legit like i’m just being moved on from sometimes
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:34:45.000Z
AND I KNOW THAT IS ANXIETY
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:35:30.000Z
and like skyler keeps trying to reassuring me
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:35:53.000Z
but everything i’ve attempted to do in the past two years has just kind of
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:36:18.000Z
been dropped because it’s not...idk i’m not seeing the value in it
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:37:17.000Z
that being said, her going to cali (even though she’s not now) triggered some trauma from my last relationship
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:38:13.000Z
and some other things which are stupid and something i shouldn’t get so huffy over
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:39:11.000Z
WITHOUT GOING INTO TOO MUCH detail
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:40:10.000Z
gf before skyler essentially did something that really, to me, was emotionally cheating on a person, but they didn’t see it that way
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:40:37.000Z
and it started with a lot of things that are happening now and it just sets me off
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:40:56.000Z
it doesn’t help that i’m ALREADY bored with this job and i’m not even out of training yet
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:42:04.000Z
this is just me whining
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:42:13.000Z
and trying to get my head on straight
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:42:41.000Z
ɪᴄʜɪ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡɪᴛᴄʜ✨
2022-04-07T01:43:08.000Z
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:43:33.000Z
y’all adhd is hard
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:43:41.000Z
𝒻𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈
2022-04-07T01:43:57.000Z
i hope you feel better very very soon!
curlie•bear
2022-04-07T01:52:41.000Z
thank you!
wooper.
2022-04-07T14:20:21.000Z
hugs super tight
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