we had a really dumb falling out over mel/greyfinch and they expressed to some other ancient friend who i keep in touch with here and there they felt stupid abt it and while they didnt quite express remorse they were just like. what a dumb reason to end a friendship

and i guess they were just talkin about me to this friend...this friend was trying to find me cuz i vanished off twitter, and this person apparently was like (finds my bike twitter) this looks like their art, pretty sure this is jaz

which is nuts bc like. i havent talked to them since they were 19

for those who kno (but this is a friendship that was fostered 19 years ago) its lain...but i think lain predates like. every other friend i have on this platform

OH ACTUALLY LMAO spellweaver might be the only person who kind of knows lain bc they played robert haydn and kobayashi/kobasen at trio_tournament

baby’s first dw game

anyway lain didnt mean to extend olive branch, they just threw it out there cuz i was the subject of the convo.. then friend 1 relayed thing and i was like “if they wanna reconnect i wouldnt be opposed to it. and if they dont want to its a net neutral instead of a positive, i wont be offended or whatever”

and lain was like ??? WHY ARE YALL TALKIN ABOUT ME LOL but they said theyd like to try catching up or w/e cuz they feel we’re probably grown ups now who are less stupid

which: yes. and i hope they do reach out bc im soooo curious to see what kinda person they’ve become. we have each other’s origin stories but not the final product result

and ive always thought about lain here and there for the last....12? 13? years. squints. i cant exactly remember when we stopped talking

actually i might have been more like 18, not 19. cuz i met oli 11 years ago. why is my memory so bad

also im really curious about their art.......they used to be my total envy and pride and i still think they were my most important art friend, prolly just cuz i was so young

life is so odd. this happened after i walked for 30m to be trapped at the xfinity mobile store for like a hundred years to resolve a complicated cross-carrier issue and before i did my taxes

busy day...

Oh I vaguely recall that name....