today i somehow felt lighter, more normal than ih ave in a long time. it is probably the start of a manic episode or something but it was nice. i was walking my dog, and i was looking Up for once instead of at my feet
i was able to talk about things without immediately shutting down or having a panic attack too so like. i think that's a win. im cured baby
yknow what it's probably cos i have been listening to Immaterial by SOPHIE all day. that is getting inside the core of my brain
temporary as any happiness or feelings of contentment might be, that shit is rare enough nowadays to doubt. trust in it a little! i'm glad to hear !!!!!
lastwavelastwav: YEAH THANK U JAMI!!!!!!! it is good to feel better than terrible.