It’s a up and down roller coaster kind of feelings

I think I’m just too lonely and empty and I still wanna validate myself by going out with someone

Keep them engaged?

And my ego is getting the best of me. Like how can they lose interest before I do??? It feels like I lost the game but actually there’s no winning or losing

It’s a fair trade and we both have a choice. No commitment is in it

And Tbh, do I hv a strong urge to meet him? Not really...

And I really don’t want to be in a relationship now especially I know I’m not ready. Still too broken and too confused

Don’t settle for less. Just keep my mind open, options open, and calm the fuck down

U don’t need him. Or anyone. U only need yourself