I'm trying.. really hard to find a character I feel confident with and inspired by enough to app and play for a long time etc..

mostly just feel like crying from the stress tho

uggghhhh

No need to stress.

If you think the chara would be fun, app um and try them out. If it doesn't work out no harm done and if it does, huzzah!

coco_rose: ty I will try

I'm trying to nail down the best character to app and make sure I pick the right one etc

All characters are the right character. ^^

I think I just got more and more nervous the longer the app sat there (ofc I know the mod said apps will only be approved on weekends but that doesn't help my heart lol) until I took it down

and the nerves got so bad I'm like "was this even a good idea" etc

I haven

erm... /eats the enter key for going off too soon

I haven't seen anyone be rejected if that's a worry.

it's not really that it's just that like.. idk I was so excited to bring him into the game and then the longer it takes to get approved the more I start worrying and becoming less excited? if that makes any sense

and I'm not meaning this as any criticism to the mod I know they're one person and I need to be patient etc. it's purely about my stupid anxiety disorder and stuff

Yea it does.

I don't worry about being rejected so much as I worry that I picked the wrong character from go and they won't work out and etc.

ty I'm glad it makes sense..

cos I already had Natasha fizzle out so I'm extra concerned with making sure my new character doesn't

Oh did you end up dropping her?

Yeah unfortunately I just lost the spark and I couldn't get it back

the mod was kind enough to let me app someone else now instead of waiting for the next app period so that's why I'm so worried about making sure I pick the right character lol

Gotcha! Well that was nice!

If you need to testdrive or anything just poke me. You can try out a few and see what sticks if need be.

Thank you, I appreciate it!

I think the next app period is coming up pretty soon anyway! but yeah hey don't worry about it too much, don't overthink it. happy to help test drive anyone you like - you can put 5 people on there and see who sticks.

I'm like 90% sure I'm gonna end up apping one of like three characters, it's just down to which one and which version of them lol

restlessheart: Thank you! I'm gonna try to chill about it it's just hard, my stupid anxiety just makes it worse