你怎麼會這樣想!?

1. Can’t believe I can get into carbon, but what I can’t believe the most is I’m regressing after getting in. I am comforted by this status and lose the motivation to get better.

I was very keen to create more work in the first half year but after I got the (kind of dream) job, in my leisure time, I just wanna idle at home, keep watching trash content and not being eager to create my own work anymore.

...It’s bad, this shouldn’t be carried on next year, I gotta do something, I need changes.

But I’m very glad to know all my badass talented colleague, they are all dope! Some are going to immigrate next year though..... I’m rly sad... want to work more with them and learn more from them. They’re truly nice and fun to work with, they’re the reason that I won’t be indolent to work, sometime I even love to go to work.

And all the online classes I bought in the beginning of the year, also those which bought by my company, I haven’t watch them yet.... there’s a bunch... I have to watch it, and have to create more and more work.

2. I didn’t expect I would get the scuba diving licence. It’s was a fun summer, but the quality of water in hk is rly bad, I wanna travel to other countries and get the advance licence.....fuck COVID...