my ed has gotten so bad lol im at the end of my rope i dont know what to do anymore. i eat the tiniest amount of food and i immediately want to puke. trying to eat ligther / easier foods just makes it easier for me to throw up.

the only other thing i have been able to do is just not eat which thanks to how miserable i am lately has rendered me unable to do anything but get up for my six hour at home desk job and then get back in bed for twelve+ hours and sleep until i have to do it again.

i have no idea what to do anymore like i know what the problem is! the problem is i am stressed out and depressed because i only have a part time job that doesn't cover my bills and it won't get better until i have found a new job and i can't afford to get help until i get a new job anyway!!! ahhhhh