Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
Today’s a bad day. Like an actually bad day, not a “my depression is eating my soul again and I need help”. More that I’m sleep deprived, can hardly stomach eating, my brain has begun to fragment and my mind literally stops as I stare at my table trying to bring my focus back
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Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
Just noticed my hands are shaking, my vision unfocuses easier, and I’m stuttering
oh no ;;
Thx everybody!
3 years ago
/nuzzles D:
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Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
Ah. So. Update
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
I have learned something about myself today
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
I am, in fact, capable of having panic attacks.
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
And they’re fucking terrifying
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
So
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
That’s new
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
I’ve still got chills so I’m looking forward to my bed
kikibug13
3 years ago
oh Eli /loves
yeah they are terrifying
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
/slowly curls up on
panic attacks are awful,im so sorry
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
I really really wish I had someone who could hold me right now
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
Too much adrenaline tonight when I was already stretched to my limit just functioning through my shift
time to hug a cat? /sends you mental hugs
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
Sharp, piercing, unexpected noises in my vicinity are my trigger
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
Which....for a normal one and done event? Startled but perfectly okay.
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
For maintenance to be jackhammering metal a literal stone’s throw away from me...
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
I am absolutely going to hug my cats.
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
I feel like I wanna cry again, and I am trying to find the energy to get out of my car
kikibug13
3 years ago
yes cats at least something
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
I’m still feeling the adrenaline crash
kikibug13
3 years ago
ugh
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
Chills, tingles, and just a completely empty pool of energy
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
Whatever spell slots I had left were ripped from me
remember to drink something, water good but juice also good
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
I have Arizona tea ;;
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
But lots of water
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
If it weren’t for my cats I would seriously consider just napping right here
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
But they need love and attention and I wanna touch something soft
kikibug13
3 years ago
yes getting home good
tea also good!!
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
Well, it’s been almost an hour. Why do I have to live upstairs?
kikibug13
3 years ago
ugh
bean check
3 years ago
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
I’m so tired. Kindve a flat mood, and certainly didn’t get enough sleep again
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
https://images.plurk.com/3m0TKnSXmRalg5qRGi4bGM.jpg I’ve got the perfect attendees keeping me company in the best way they know how
kikibug13
3 years ago
/cuddles they love you and so do we
resisting li
3 years ago
hugs gently
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
Definitely not recovered, couldn’t really sleep OR eat.
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
Kind of on a hair trigger
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
Hope it settles by Thursday
kikibug13
3 years ago
hopefully
body please let him live
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
kikibug13 /lays on
kikibug13
3 years ago
/curls around
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
Got another couple of hours. Weird dream.
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
The world feels kinda weird
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
Like I’ve laid on it too long and it developed all the wrinkles and texture of what it was lying on
Sir Nyx-A-Lot
3 years ago
I feel like that might be concerning but I’m also tired and very ‘huh, that’s interesting’ about it
resisting li
3 years ago
hugs
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