You know what

That's fair

with that sort of response I probably wouldn't want to let you back into my life anyways

I won't pretend that the response didn't hurt...but it is what it is

I was thinking about coming back to plurk and maybe even DWRP

but I think not....

if it's just one person who said that, why let them so you from what you enjoy?

you can just avoid them? or is that somehow not possible at all?

It's not just them

I mean they are part of it for sure, and some others around them. They've already blocked me from join one game that I had been actively excited about playing in but it's also just been...

I guess it's been hard to convince myself to get back into it all

and this was my "who knows maybe?" sort of moment?

oh geez that fucking sucks

if you do change your mind, I'm still here

thank you bbs

God I feel that... getting game-banned just ruins the urge to do anything

so I don't really know where you got the idea that they were what prevented you from joining that game? One of them didn't know you even reserved and the other saw and just figured she wouldn't tag you if you got in

But that's it, nothing more than that.

I wasn't sure but it just seemed really weird at the time. I'm glad to know that it wasn't the case, thank you for that. I take back what I said about in that case.