What's up?

i have no idea. which makes dealing with it even worse.

i feel like i want to cry but dont seem to be able to, i can;t eat - everything just makes me feel sick. and, to top it all, after 3 weeks

i've had to go back to the razor blades. which don't fucking work any more. and now i've got to go out and puta "happy face" on and deal

with people.

you dont need this - you've got your own problems, just ignore it.

I'd skip putting on the happy face, sparx104. It's not a rule that you have to.

i agree, if you don't want to go out, you don't have to

back now. it wasnt very happy - even that doesnt seem to work now