Me: Ugh plurk stresses me out because of everything happening at once and that's where most rp drama occurs and I just can't handle it at all
RP Drama, leaning over and whispering into my ear: think afucking GAIN motherfucker.

i think i went to bed at like 11pm-12am

and i woke up

I'm still exhausted

my god i really wish i had some xanax that would probably help me sleep well enough

anyhow i'm gonna take some exccedrin migraine, some of my anxiety meds to try and take the edge off and to take a nap and then draw

and to lowkey be even more freaked out about tagging out to anyone anywhere ever again

apologies to the few people waiting on tags from me, my rp mojo is completely side-swiped. a consequence of finding out someone who had used to really aggressively enjoy playing with you to the point of tagging you in 7 places at once now considers u trash

because u responded to someone else faster on tfln

^^^That is also literally not an exageration. This is how petty this all ways.

like the main reason i was side swiped is because i thought we were all over 30 and we had left the early 20's bullshit behind us years ago but you know. people always manage to find ways to amaze and disappoint me

I'm sorry, dear.

I'm sorry you got affected by this bs and I get it

I'm sorry for the one who used to love rping with me tbh

it takes a lot for me to decide i never want to RP with you and block you on every fucking platform i share with you

and so if I decide to do it.... Like. that just means that you are pretty far gone and I won't be the last one to do it

that probably sounds conceited but I got dragged through the mud by several people and would have forgiven them pretty easily

Then I looked behind my couch and found my self worth and pride

also, if you are going so hard in rp that you will literally toss away an rp partner because ur feefees get super jelly when u realize someone else is being tagged faster in a tfln... or that someone is tagging one musebox post faster than the other one

AND LIKE

You are insecure enough to pay attention to that, but not self aware enough to look away when you realize you're upset about it

then good luck man

sounds like rp isn't the problem but your entire life

There is nothing in rp that will fix that shit

aight i'm done