so I'm still super blocked by the pandemic and the fact that my dad is an essential worker and one of my friends had to say goodbye to their mom over Zoom

I just keep getting shaken up and even gardening isn't zenning me out.

the fact that jodi had it and it was in the house and dad and I might have had it or might have just had rough allergies haunts me

the fact that she could have lung damage is freaking me out

the fact that our kitchen flooded and we have mold now that's hurting jodi is FREAKING ME OUT

I'm just not in a great place right now

I apped into Obsidian ready to have a blast and I'm just emotionally fried and I keep looking at it and nothing is coming to me.

and I apped into Fogtown with the same intentions and I just am in the same place.

I'm literally only tagging on the fogtown tdm with a completely different character and enjoying it and the last couple migraine filled days have been void of that too

i'mma just drive-by @ u

fishrepairs:

I might hiatus in obsidian if dandymott doesn't stab me for it.

and maybe drop Wade from fogtown and app Davina instead until my brain doesn't feel like constant screaming

sometimes writing a different character can be refreshing for your mind

oof, babe :c

this is a really really tough time and i'm so sorry you're dealing with honestly so much

we're here for you through this

sausages: yeah that's what I'm hoping, a sorta creativity reboot. and thank you. sorry im being such a mess on plurk

thwip: thanks honeybee I know other people are having rough times of it too and I feel bad even like complaining here. I just feel bad for the people waiting on me. I hope they understand.

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