Feeling sad. My bf was meant to visit me next month, but we decided to postpone due to Covid. We were just looking at flights again for September and we had to postpone, again due to about 73 different reasons. I am not normally super emotional about being LD with him, because we've always been incredibly lucky when it comes to seeing eachother. (cont)
Like we usually are apart for 3-4 months, which is nothing at all really and it usually flies by and we always try to book our next flights to see each other as soon as we get home, so we have something to look forward to. Except obviously with this shit storm going on right now, it's incredibly hard to do that, pretty much impossible.
I'm just feeling so defeated, as many people are right now. I miss him so much and it sucks not being able to see the one person you are so madly in love with when all else is going to shit. Right now I am doubtful we'll see each other before the end of the year and whilst I am okay with that, the part I am not okay with is just NOT KNOWING.
chroniclesofaya: I wish haha he's in Michigan and I'm in England so no lol
MellyMooper: he can get a submersible car like James bond
chroniclesofaya: noo it's okay, I probably should have said lol