I feel bad for doing nothing all month and fuck me I kinda wanted to participate in that event

but frankly I should have hiatused back during the second week of the month when my psychiatrist died the week of my appointment

thankfully I had the AC pass and a chance to get my shit together

if I get said shit together is a different matter entirely

but the point is I'm lucky I have the chance to do so even if I'm mad at myself for not trying to work anything out earlier