壽司棒!!

各吃六盤之後就去結帳，我很努力想要付錢，但是她不准我付

每次出去吃飯她都請我吃東西，她說因為她是前輩，所以要付錢，還有她想謝謝我教她功課，讓她被當重修的科目都可以過

她覺得她欠我的一輩子都還不完，要是我去日本玩，她絕對不准我帶錢包去，雖然很開心聽她這麼說，可是我還是很過意不去讓她請客，所以後來我們去吃冰

本來想要搶先過去付錢，但是她不讓我付AGAIN！！！

崩潰

我只好下周上課把她喜歡的點心零食給她，不然我覺得超級不安

以前到現在其實對日本人有點感冒，因為剛好遇到大多數的日本人都怪怪的，所以在葡萄牙朋友說要介紹她給我認識的時候，非常害怕

結果她不但人美心美而且超かわいい！！！從此對日本人改觀！！！
但幾個月後又碰到雷包日本人(

昨天我們聊了很久，她真的是天使，我最近心情其實非常不好，但跟她聊天之後完全復活，大概知道自己要怎麼應對生活上的shitty things，雖然不會是最好的選擇，但會是最正確對自己最好的選擇

It's a bit mafan to post another plurk so negative stuff below

I have a situation like bipolar disorder and I want to change it so I'm going to be a selfish person, or more specifically, a jibairen. I always help others but they see me as a turd. Like doing a group project, no one seems to want to do it so I always do most of work. I do it not because I want their appreciation, it's because I don't want to waste my time

Due to my church stuff, I always try to be nice but that becomes others' weapon to attack me. They take me for granted and think I don't have a limit. I do have one, I just never let them know I have

To make them stop taking advantage of me, the first step I've done is to delete my social media and ignore others' messages

Screw them, what kind of friends would text you only because he/she needs your help. Btw I've been lied by a friend of mine, that person doesn't only fail me, that person also fail other people in some ways by its lying action. Just want to say one last thing, ignoring messages can help me focus on myself so I'll keep doing it. Done