shit nothing i do matters but i feel like the stupid shit i make leaves a less than zero impact on life!!!! fuck it

hate to say it but i am very tired of how fanart is the only way to make an impact on social media! i am very tired of the things i make getting 6 likes and selfies getting 40 likes

i am just tired of feeling like the only thing worthwhile about me is my body, that i am disgusted by!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!