Being stuck at home without social options seems like it should make me better at staying in touch with people—hell, it seems like it should make me eager to do so, right? And, like, I think mentally that is true! But physically, and emotionally? It is so hard.
I have some wonderful RL friends that I want to be in touch with but they mostly have an "ugh, this is all so ANNOYING" attitude going on, and while I totally respect how true that is I can't stand being around it.
But then I miss them :< But then I go to check in and they're complaining about everything being cancelled and I'm like "it's me, I am the vulnerable" and I get >:[ again