how do I... not do that???

if you ever find out lmk

LMAO

You me

I keep wanting to draw sth. But so far I keep thinking about it and that's that

yeah... I get some doodles down and it's like

on the one hand I don't super hate it? but on the other hand I'm just letting my hand draw whatever it still feels comfortable drawing so it's not like

I don't even get that far

what I want to be drawing at all???

so I hate it lmao

I don't even read manga

I just bought a little light box from amazon so I can like... trace my old stuff and try to get a feel for how I used to do things

I UNDERSTAND

/holds you

I mean I do but. I wanted to reread that series I now just got some physical copies of but .... I didn't

it's okay!!

yeah probably but I WANNA DRAW

I understand;;

I wish I could just pick up the pencil and do whatever like I used to

not like I was incredible then but I could mildly draw what I wanted to draw

Try this: in my animation classes, we were encouraged to always do drawing warmups

These could be anything from drawing circles that touch at one point, to drawing a single cube a bunch of times from different angles, to 30 second sketches of random references

That way, your brain kind of more easily gets into "draw mode" instead of thinking mode

For me, thr timed sketched always work best, just extending the timer if it's been seriously long since I drew last

that sounds pretty cool

Sketches*

I need to somehow enter "getting my supplies" mode first

Damn, I don't have a trick for that. We always sat down at our light boxes with pencils and paper ready, just part of showing up to class

Oh yeah, another trick if you have to stop and come back to a drawing (or other art) is to leave an area -super obviously unfinished when you go to stop

I would also have to clear a space to work at

Like if you're inking, leave one eye untouched, or and ear, or what have youa

I can't sit at the desk I usually use bc the room is super cold

Then you sit back down and go "oh look somewhere to start" instead of twiddling thumbs for 20mins

Sob, finding a good place to set up is le suck

hmmm that does sound like a good idea

because I know that I overload myself with like I WANT TO DRAW SOMETHING AWESOME but I don't even know what I want to draw so it's like here goes... something

it's nothing

ol

lol*

I feel this a lot and if you find a solution please share, I will pay you for it

it seems I could be rich if only I could figure this out

I also hate everything I do and I remember drawing being so fun!! I could just sit down and do it to enjoy it

and now I have to make a really conscious effort, but sometimes I do get into it (tho I still hate what I do)

drawing is definitely one of my issues now, but like writing, too...

I keep trying and then I'm like man I wrote so many things I'm so proud!!

types up my things

... what is this garbage

it's probably not garbage! essays are different, everyone thinks essays are garbage

mine are casual hot garbage every time

NAH I keep trying to write fanfiction LMOAJfdskl

god I haven't even tried that in ages

I hadn't either... and then me and my roommate were like LET'S DO THIS

she's much better at it

I think I'm having the same issue with everything though

like if I could just get started, I could probably keep it rolling

but I have a complete blank as to what I even want to do

so it's like, of course "whatever" is going to come out of feeling whatever

god I really wished I had someone to do sth like that with

I would read your stuff if you want to try it!!

awww you are the sweetest

as is that emote sob

/softly reaches for Ritsu (and about half of your muselist. it's an amazing place)

how can I be the sweetest when it is you who is the sweetest!!!

also we should do something with them!! if there's anything in particular you are feeling let me know!!

I am feeling things. Love mostly. Because I love you and your Ritsu and I miss you!

I bet we have sth started somewhere. We must

if not we must fix that rn!!!

you are too cute

but oh man I think you're right I think we did have unfinished!

lemme see if I can find it

Discretion Advised: 18+ Content

does... that face come with the link or did I do that on accident... lmao

I am only honest. You are the cutest and thus bringing out my cuteness.
Takano-san is not going to be cute bc otherwise Ritsu would freak even more than he already does! (I wanna see that rn)

fffff omg autoface??? I have no idea

LOL awwww

look at our idiots

no you are CUTEST INFINITY I'm gonna die

they are precious idiots

I love them

I mean we can also start sth else? and continue this??? I am so greedy otl

I would be for that as well...

omg are you hitting on me? bc it's working. I am only accepting to be cuteness x infinity if you are too!!!

dgfljk

almark: I cannot say no to that face. I wished I had a Komaru emote, man

oh man I shall see if I can make one for you

uuuuuh that'd be lovely

man I miss those girls. DRAE is everything

me too!!! that game was so good and those two are so beautiful

I usually hate egoshooters so this was the most terrifying thing I have played. and also just wonderful

I even got 100% on it. the obsession was real

it is not very amazing!!!

the thumbnail is bigger than the image too... lol

anyway man I was working on my platinum trophy for that and my game glitched?????

and true story I never got back to it kasflkdjh

it is adorbs

oh nooooooo

that is so sad.

I think we should maybe do sth with highschool Saga-kun and Ritsu? I mean I would love to. Like an AU where they didn't scar each others' hearts forever???? or the same thing happened but one of them seeks the other out stubbornly?

THAT SOUNDS VERY CUTE

doesn't it???

now who is more stubborn?

I know it's both but

probably Ritsu LOL but they both are so it could go either way if you have a preference!

I think Ritsu having the revelation of "Saga is a good guy and wouldn't play with my heart like that" after watching a movie with a similar scene?

that sounds super cute ;w;

bc Saga only really breaks after Ritsu leaves for England? and that is pretty hard to resolve lol. also not knowing one's real surname doesn't help

TRUE

I must away to work but I can work on writing up a post while I'm there!!

Oh yes. I just had dinner so I will try and work on the tag I owe you on the other one. I am looking forward to all of it :3

have a good time at work, love! ♡

same here and TY!!!

Yay :33