i'm not that sure, anyway she really likes to butter me up.

it felt strange cause she may or may not be a part of the asian culture which i'm talking about "asking for a relationship" kind of things

when we chat on discord we uses English like 99% of the time cause she said she lived in Australia for 13 years before so she cant speak Chinese well, so we start talking in English

so i'm not sure about the culture part...

it's hard to say what state we're in now

i'll say we dont know others that much, like what we do or back stories, but we know we have similar mindset and we can give another warmth just because we know how we think so we can communicate completely.

i barely know her, only knows that she's fighting something serious.

so when she butters me up, i really cant deny here, but at the same time it makes me full of questions

reminds me of the movie about that relationship that was beyond love

at least that's what i think

but mixing it with those romantic words and saying love, i cant say we're exactly just like that movie

although we both agree on "love" isnt just something between couples, saying those words still feels...confusing