I'm surprisingly busy. I got some extra work going which hopefully won't over tax me.

Tomorrow, I'll spend most of the day hovering over Jordan because he's getting his shot in the back

Gotta make sure loopy spouse doesn't try to do any bending or heavy lifting

but then

I'm checking out this local art guild

which I think I'll join up

On top of things. Today I ran into my Dad and got an update on my brother... they're working on memorial arrangements. He's still alive but just sleeps now.

Did some doctor appointment shuffling so we can go to Canada

I would die without the calendar on my phone

Over all I'm feeling.... idk...

it's a mix of happy and dread

I'm happy. A lot of things are finally working out, I'm doing a lot of community stuff that just... feels right

the dread comes in with my brother. it comes with me crashing hard into my limits

Everything is great within my limits.

and it's kind of nice to have elderly friends... we go about the same speed.