malam ini LPJTT dan gue bingung mau excuse apa. i just cant be a leader because i cant utilize my own subordinates to their max capabilities. if someone doesn't like what they do, there must be money or food or any actual reward involved, and i just don't have it.
the context is himpunan is supposedly built on compassion, kinship, same visions, but turns out we, as human beings, only like to be rewarded with money or food.