I'm not eligible to have my student loans forgiven because i'm on a 3 year review period and "might improve"

there's about 8k left in loans so it's not like we're talking 100k plus

but still.

It's true, I might improve but it's unlikely to be enough to hold steady employment

unless I somehow can make a livable wage working 4 hours a day

6 hours max and unsustainable

I GUESS THIS MEANS I GOTTA JUST KEEP DOING ART

I GUESS

And continue working for the church (which I still find hilarious given my choice in muses)

I think I will continue babysitting but that's unpaid and for a friend

It would be cool to have a body that let me work 8 hours a day.

that would be awesome

I'd get so much done

You might imp -- I SWEAR TO THE LORD JESUS

I KNOW

What part of "chronic illness" is unclear to the government I don't

Honestly, they want the 8k. they are gov loans

Yeah I mean. Yeah

it just makes me seethe

just a little dystopian

just gonna allow myself some time to be mad then I can hopefully move on

massively dystopian

You're allowed to be upset, absoultely.

I used to work for a state university so I got some choice words on student “loans” but they won’t help so I’ll spare you. I can say that I feel this to the core and that the govt can go swivel on it.