Okay but I am really itching to write that long, post-HN where Julian doesn't come back love song to Logan, and there's one part that's going to be impossible to get right because I want the whole thing from Logan's POV
And it's where Julian stays the night on the couch after seeing Logan in person for the first time in like half a decade, and Logan comes in, sleep rumpled and soft looking and hands a Julian a mug of coffee
And Julian takes a sip and it's exactly how he likes it
And Julian just has this vertigo-like sensation where he falls in love with Logan all over again, just like that.
Or, rather, realizes he never stopped being in love with Logan, even though they've not seen each other, barely talked for the past few years.
And it's something that he hadn't realized he was still carrying with him, the separation enough that he thought it was gone, that he was over it.
But all it takes is Logan still knowing how to make coffee that Julian actually likes for everything to reappear.