so theres a chance that my VA disability rating could go up. this is actually a good thing because that means the government would give me more appropriate monetary compensation in exchange for fucking up my body.
they recognize my back pain as service connected as well but have not given me a rating for that. what I'd like to do is have that re-evaluated (as well as my leg) and see if they'll give me a higher rating.
although that's a half joke since technically it's my uncle in law that's helping me because hes now the commander of the local chapter of the Disabled American Veterans, which helps vets out with this sort of thing.
I dont get back pain 100% of the time but when I do, like today and for the past couple days, i dont want to get out of bed. i cant turn my body fully. at times the pain shoots up the side of my spine through the nerves and muscles. and if I turn the wrong way its agony.
and as for my legs, they never since 2013 gave me an xray for the leg I injured and instead told me that I let the injury go to my head and that's why I walk funny. no, how about the fact that it was stitched up by a guy who was a. not a doctor and b. had never stitched anyone before.
so they gave me crutches for a day and then told me to walk it off. it never healed right and my body compensated for the injury in a way that has since caused more pain in my legs, hips, and lower back.