on the one hand... i enjoy readings the things i plurked about in high school bc i documented EVERYTHING and have a shit memory so it's nice to look at them and be like "oh i guess i didn't just start existing yesterday"

reading*

but also, i was (and still am don't get me wrong) SO CRINGE

also only slightly related: i wish i had time to do literally anything besides study bc RP made me happy (but it was also a Lot and ngl i'm not that dedicated to anything in my life LOL - i don't want to ruin other ppl's fun by being spotty)

i just think it would be a better experience now that i've had time to grow as a person and writer okie i'm done