like physically, which is probably then leaking into mentally

even when I get a satisfactory amount of sleep, the quality is really awful?? and my head is like constantly pressurized and ugh

anyways, apologies for my slowness on everything as a result

trying to pull myself together but it feels bleh just to exist right now skjdlf

I feel you hon

hang in there <3

trying to figure out if it's like.. weather-related or not

cause I know that's a thing I get affected by buuut idk

Yeah I feel this... do you have one of those SAD lamps?

I’m not sure if white noise would help your sleep but maybe..?

Much empathy.

gently snuggles!!

/holds everyone!!!!

thank you for listening to my whining aaaaa

I was out of it all day yesterday and then slept for 10 hours so now I'm feeling at least a little better

it turns out I'm kind of sick!!!! so I guess that will make me feel like garbage lmao

not sure if that's been responsible for the past few dayish like... slowly getting more sick or something but

it feels nice to have a tangible reason to feel crummy lol jskdlf

fancifully I actually did mean to look into one of those lamps! but I forgot

I do use my google home for either white noise or soothing piano melodies to help me sleep though and that does help a lot ;w;//

I mention it because it's made a big difference in my house, and ours is just a little tiny thing!! so I don't know if it'll work the same magic but I can attest a little bit

(I don't even have seasonal sads, I'm weird and get them in summer BUT I still love that little happy lamp)

that is good to know... I definitely know I get affected by it so I really should get one

also like it's been pretty sunny lately at least? but I don't open my curtains like I used to cause my room is a mess and I don't want people to see LOL.....

get a window decal that's a picture of a monster, that'll teach anyone to judge your room

... I like this idea

you're unstoppable now