things at home mostly stabilized. i got the orphan that was actively being abused back to his mother so our house has been... okay.

a huge context of why ive been doing commissions is that my mom read a conversation ive had w tom where she saw me complaining about her, and she threatened to throw away my laptop + cell phone

so i won't be able to talk to him or any other people online because "they're not real and they've been poisoning my thoughts"

she said as long as i lived in her house, everything i owned was hers, so i'm not entitled to any of them and she can browse everything and take everything whenever she wants

wow...nice to know I'm not real

yeah she's really crazy. she trapped me in a room while i was recovering from surgery until i was begging her to not throw away my stuff

so obviously, i wanna move out. but all the writing jobs are in quezon and i live in paranaque. it's several hours away with traffic, and public transpo that far and possibly late at night is not feasible, or if it is, it's not safe

I'm sorry

there isn't really any jobs in my city that aren't call center...? and uhh they have nothing but graveyard shift. there's been a lot of murders in my country lately so i'm obviously apprehensive to work at night, especially considering my brother's co-worker got ran over with a truck

thanks i really appreciate the support and the replurks. hopefully i can build a better life for myself out of here

on the upside, my graduation stuff should be coming in this week, i got my wisdom teeth out, and ive been drawing again (i havent drawn in like months omg)

I'm glad to hear from you again even if things at your house are bad right now <3

its nice to see you guys too!!!!!!!!!!

is khu still active??

honestly ive been scrolling and pining lmao i miss u guys

It is!

/reaches for

we miss you too

HELL YEAH

oh my god. it's a little too early for me to plan but im... considering an OC (both for duplicity and khu). ill make some icons and feel it out

wheeeeee