But everything is happening way too much

Im 1000000% overwhelmed with schoolwork, Im starting to wonder if its a good idea to just... Take a xanax everyday with my other meds

Tuesdays and Thursdays Im just about guaran to have a panic attack during class and the rest of the days are me working alone on my floor desperately trying to full my introvert battery back up

*Guaranteed

I came home briefly during class one day and had to lay down and cry for 15 minutes before I was ready to go back. Its too much my dudes.

I suppose I should mention that my classes are 3 hours long and I had two from the same prof that day so 15 minutes wasnt too long in the grand scheme

I have something due tomorrow and I had to do the whole project today because during critiques my teacher kept telling me to change major parts of it

Im just really burnt out and weekend time isn't enough because I spend all day working anyway but it feels like nothing ever gets done

Ive got these two classes that I can never figure or what is due when in, I've got another that eats up a tom of my other day, I need 4 pieces abs 2 sculptures for my BFA show, I need to do this completely different class that's all online and I have no time for

I just... UGH. Im starting to slide back into not taking care of myself and that's no good, I'll just burn out faster

Nothing seems less important than eating when I've got so much shit to do

I am so still managing to sleep tho so I'll go do that now, petty rant over, thank y'all that made it this far

Oh, honey... you really do need to take care of yourself too

UPDATE: Things are happening a little less now, and I finally made myself a real dinner for once so I'm feeling a lot better. Sorry about these panicked vent-plurks ;; they help me a lot when I'm freaking tf out