Me: wow! I'm doing so well! Maybe I'm on an upswing!
Also me: [lays down for bed] .... [Has an absolute mental breakdown]

Idk what happened tbh but suddenly I'm doing so bad

It got to the point where I thought about kms and THAT was the only thought that was mildly relaxing

I mean.... I'm not going to and this striking me as short lived but why on earth would my brain 180 on me like that

Its like a panic attack but instead of being afraid, its depression

Again, I have no clue what happened I just... All of the sudden lost my fucking mind

I'm probably overwhelmed, that always seems to be my problem

Oh no... Are you doing better now?

I know you have meds but is there any way you can see someone? This seems to be happening more and more and I’m worried

Sleep helped. I can Prolly go talk to a counselor I think depending on severity I could see someone as a one off despite the wait list.

I'm just fine now, thanks for asking ❤

Idk if I should go to class today. Honestly I don't see that ending well.........

I think I know why I suddenly hit a wall

I am WAY dehydrated

Not quite to hospitalization level but I am VERY sick rn

Hello migraine yeah you're totally not uninvited.

Thus plurk is Prolly about to turn into straight up me crying about whatever because I feel physically like garbage

Like how I'm cold under my comforter. Maybe I have the flu..????

oh, sweetie... /hugs

Update: I don't have the flu, it was just extra cold in my house today, I didn't go to class and I'm not roling from one panic attack to the next anymore

I'm glad you seem to be feeling a little better!