I'm still quite alive and generally feeling meh with my job right now.

I'm working in a daycare center with a class of four year olds and it's...exhausting.

It's a fine reminder that I really don't want to have kids and that I crave intellectual stimulation on a daily basis most days, or at least conversations that are focused on non-kid subjects.

I'm glad I took this job because I get to add a lot of experience and save a lot of money, but I don't think I can keep at this job at all.

I want something more challenging than teaching children their ABCs.

I want a schedule that focuses on actually teaching kids things like mathematics, writing, how to fucking read.

This daycare shit is about playing, which is not a bad thing, but it's not what I worked hard to become a master at.

I'm not sure what I expected going into this job, but what I'm getting out of it is unfulfilling and frankly, very dull.

I'm hoping once this paperwork period is over with I can move on to focus more on actually teaching the kids things they ought to learn.

eyyy glad to see you! Sorry about work : T I'm in a similar position of meh with mine too.

I too am alive; got another week of hiatus yet but I'm itching to get the ball rolling again as soon as I am able

Hell yeah! I'm going to try and keep myself going at work and see how I feel.