weirdly enough, that helped way more than a lot of my first-attempt coping mechanisms

i'm not sure if i just managed to minimize the weight of my feelings of ineptitude or what, but everything feels a little bit lighter right now

/snerk

I’m sorry things are hard for you right now if I can be of use let me know

it so is!

and thanks guys. I know I've got people to lean on, and that alone is a real comfort

life's just thrown s lot at me at once lately, lots of it good even! but there's been plenty to work through too. especially old stuff that hasn't been entirely put to bed yet