...i have had this for an hour and a half now

(this is probably more than a headache but fuck it i guess)

hopefully it will go away sometime today, it's annoying

update it has dissipated somewhat. maybe i'll try for breakfast now that it's stopped being such a pain

.........

unrelated but i saw this cute af pair of pics w/sena and tsukasa txting and tsukasa uses emojis...... not like an abundance but he uses them and i'm like "that's so cute i'm immediately incorporating this"

plurk stop cockblocking me from talking about cute shit

last bit before i go try and eat someee

【COCO】Remember me COVER by JIRO【リメンバー・ミー】 jiro-san's cover of remember me is so pretty

i think jiro-san has a really sweet voice anyway, i've liked a lot of his covers...

breakfast was lunch, actually. mom caught me at a good time, she came home w/groceries as i was going out to make something... she's in a good mood today too so that's nice

DESPITE THIS BEING A TERRIBLE IDEA I HAVE GOTTEN MYSELF SOME DR. PEPPER

(this is a terrible idea because i don't drink soda that often anymore, if ever. but we didn't have any tea. so soda it is. i expect to crash in a few hours lol)

tomorrowww we're doing eggs, probably... i was looking at a home living magazine and they had really cute design ideas actually so i sort of want to try them i'll need to find it again to reference

favorite thing: liz offering her teleportation skills as a monthly subscription. the fee is one (1) secret

she wouldn't make anyone actually pay for this stuff.

she also likes learning little things about her compatriots. (and she likes having blackmail)

she would never use it ofc but she likes having secrets!! it's fun

unlike tsukasa ig who stumbles incidentally into this and goes "...okay, well, i guess i can use this" .....i love showcasing his opportunistic streak, i stated he isn't the planning type unlike in canon but he sure as hell is. like. this.

i'll have to edit his info again in a few days when he has his biiiiirthdaaay but i wanted to fix some notes...

...oh but i'm on liz rn so i'll do that later

though it might be nice to redo liz's stuff :|a... actually yeah i think i'll do that

i'm just picking at tags rn and maybe shoving my face at some pretty coding and updating stuff (LOOKS AT HER CR CHART........ LAUGHS) would help

elizabeth's stats distribution is my favorite thing, i'm so glad i decided to do that

ACADEMICS: 4 - Intelligent
COURAGE: 5 - Fearless
CHARM: 4 - Smooth

ability to not repress her emotions: 0

nts figure out what liz is doing to akira as revenge for the thanatos body pillow

i started on updating things, decided it was too much work, so i'm back to tags tired. i was gonna translate more today but i'm just thinking about the part i'm stuck on and screaming internally

the solution is to just move on and leave it for later but i'm that stubborn asshole who can't

hhggg i love minako and elizabeth, they always have such good conversations... minako's definitely one of the first people she had a connection with and it means a lot to her. minako means a lot to her.

touches my heart... they're such wonderful friends, i love them

> sees a pic of victor on tl
> immediately get upset

it's been years since tox2 and yet here i am still affected muchly by it

one day, fractured milla... one day i'll play you again... ahhh, i think it'd be nice to be in a short-term game with her, i think i could handle that

otoh recolle would be a lot of fun for her w/her memories ...but....

>3 characters.

> 3 characters
> she's from a jrpg
> her spell list. oh man but she could manipulate light that's pretty cool.
> swords are cool
> her memories would be equal parts Great and Upsetting
> fuck i could actually have a character with upsetting canon memories

this is a pros/cons list i don't know which is a pro which is a con.

> 3 acs to take care of
> probably don't have the time for this
> i don't even have a solid au for her that i want to really play
> but i miss fractured milla.
> i'd have a super great castmate
> would finally be returning to my tales of roots to match my persona roots

...

no but seriously playing with her memories is probably my biggest draw rn, i think she'd be super fun... i think dealing with that would be really fun...

big counterpoint: i'd go back to being really mad about ch11.

OPENS MOUTH closes mouth, no one wants to hear my salt. tox2 is such a great game tho...... the other character i'd dig playing from it is like

...ludger, probably...

or elle

......ELLE MEL MARTA DID NOT DESERVE ANY OF THAT i feel so bad for elle all of the time, what a sweet girl, i would super pull her from normal end though

i love true end, it's very touching and sweet and wonderful, but. normal end. laughs.

if i played ludger tho i'd app him from bad end.....

...no i'd probably do normal for him too bc of Yknow ... but bad end ludger's such a trip tbh...

ahhh i want to play emil or ratatosk too... honestly...

from tos2, my other sequel game i love,

honestly ratatosk can stand as his own character so :|a if i played emil i wouldn't be able to regain him or anything.......

....well i mean technically you. switch that. i guess.

emil and ratatok, shitty twins

i'm always so leery about talking about some tales game stuff bc i feel bad spoiling it but i'm also like "these games have been out for years"

ratatosk-

THEY'D BE SUCHHH i'd want triplets. i don't think aster's appable even if i think he has stuff in the manga or a novel or something because bamco's Like That.... but still

aster, ratatosk, and emil.

otoh if i played someone from tos2 would it really be ratatosk or emil.... i mean yes but also: marta and alice.

Marta defense squad tbh I liked Marta a lot and then was surprised to learn so many people hate her

god, right? i love marta so much

if i played emil i could regain pacts and monsters.

strokes chin. but i love marta? and alice is my girl...

with marta you could have the fun of the au marta self-examining marta's own weird feelings and expectations she puts on emil and, removed from the context, being like

"wow that was a little unhealthy for everyone"

that'd be so good

best out of context memory regain for ratatosk or emil: the mental fight against himself for control

you could also milk the "is Lloyd a douchebag" thing longer than the game does

I COULD.

...if i did alice, i could have her three monsters that are named after the three musketeers...

and hopefully find someone for her to step on

i'd be afraid of her meeting nui tbh

can you imagine nui and alice cr.....

ahhh as it turns out the real reason i can't app a third is because i have too many people i love and want to play

i've still been thinking about black bc i also miss him, and pearl would be fun and i could join the middle school crowd...

our small middle school crowd

i would need to change pearl's name though. who names their kid pearl. jfc.

Pearl is his middle name

it would be fucking hilarious to get pearl's memories of his bEST FRIEND, DIAMOND, and some lady named PLATINUM though

pearl is his middle name...

Bertholt "Barry" Pearl somelastname

obviously

( no )

i think cam would like having me as a castmate too so :|a and it wouldn't be too tied up unlike if i apped crys..

i'd do it charles don't test me

make his last name Berlitz, make the joke complete

other consideration is "forget my old muses since i have too many i want to play, let's app someone from a lowkey sol anime" even if i don't know how much staying power that'd have...

i like the level of conflict my characters have atm but i also want something... meatier? more conflicty? because liz is pretty far-removed from a lot of upsetting stuff (though i should definitely regain doorfriend memory one day) but she has her own personal issues from her backstory to still deal with

and tsukasa... has a lot of heavy expectations and things like that in canon, but. hm. nothing that traumatizing, i think, is the feeling i have... knights has a very troubled story as a unit, but tsukasa never experienced it?

go the shojo route like I have with Elda, all the drams, little of the violence or expensive regains because even if they have powers they are most likely nebulous and not broken up into individual techniques

and his current life is pretty ok even if i have Plans for some family drama down the way....

lmao fuck that's an idea

i'd want to app nadeshiko from yuru camp... i think inukai from flying witch would be fun too but i don't think inukai actually has. enough canon. to be appable

other thing: screw all of that, app hana from wolf children

HANA WOULD BE GREAT... SHE HAS VERY SWEET SOL MEMORIES, AND SHE ALSO HAS A MEMORY OF HAVING SEX WITH A WOLFMAN NOT ONE BUT TWICE

and then seeing her dead dog husband

and the end of that movie

then i could play a Real Adult Character with Children And Stuff. she can be elda's friend

good

app sylvanas

she'd probably mediate elda and jaeger's ongoing dispute about hedges

fshjsf

SYLVANAS.....

i'd have to see what blizzard thinks it's doing with her recently but i do love sylvanas

she can have children too

worst end

regains her undead self, "i'm a zombie but my tits look great"

I mean if you want to get super technical unless chronicle retcons this, she's technically a ghost who is possessing her own corpse

slightly different

slightly different

i don't know what i'd make her

my mind immediately went "lawyer"

but HMM

we have enough lawyers

i say without knowing what occupations are actually popular uhh

17th in line for the throne of a tiny european nation who was like "fuck it imma not be Hans from Frozen" and is trying to do that normal (rich) life

i can't just keep apping rich characters, people will think i have a type

live vicariously

god i wish i was rich

i always forget that recolle accepts ocs too..

and i have a lot of those, but i don't know...

eternal conflict: Icons.

...still wanna do kiki too, from kiki's delivery service. i think she'd be really fun

maybe i'll workshop her and play with her on the tdm some, no promises on actually apping but hmmm i feel like she'd be easy to keep up with

...this does still go back to my loop of "three characters is an insane idea. three ACs is an insane idea. could i even handle three." but mrrrgh