im dead

dead hi5

flaps my limp arm at you

hi harry i have to do a SELF-EVALUATION which is obviously the worst thing ever

oh no

my condolences

self-evals are terrible

I am not dead but I'm also lying very very still

oh no. lays a blanket over you, gently

Here lies silvie

i wonder if i can just answer all of these with "i'm fine i guess"

Crushed under last minute schedule changes

probably not

oh noooooooooo

I just want!! The summer and fall schedules to be done with...

thought the emote summed it up. but yeah dead. passed on. deceased. I could go on

Deader than dead

deader than I was yesterday even.

other things i probably shouldn't write on my self-eval: "i hate asking people for help and i need to get better at it"

even though this is true

i'm muttering "death . . . murder . . . even more death . . . even more murder" to myself and my labmates probably think i am crazy

which, i guess i do have several dsm-v diagnoses

it's ok friends this is just how i cope with having to do things

update: i'm still doing this. my PI is in the room. i should probably not

i'm doing it very quietly though