It's also been around -30C the last few days and all I want to do is hibernate in a pile of blankets. Damn you, northern BC you frozen hellscape.

brrrrr

I may have asked if there was any temperature requirements as to when we shut down the store, mostly got a collective shrug cuz hell if if my coworkers had any clue either

At least I have a new winter jacket so my walk to work doesn't nearly feel as brisk as used to.

Anyway. Look at tags, brain gives tv static, and then I roll my head on my desk despondently. Am trying to shove myself back into the pomodoro technique so I can focus, but in the meantime I'm making lots of aggravated raptor noises at my screen

I feel this sincerely. XC

I also have a bad habit of falling into radio silence when I feel like I'm failing on things I feel I shouldn't be and then start beating myself up over it.

It's... a thing. It's not entirely a good thing so it's kindof on my list of things to work on for myself. Not quite new years resolutions, but on my general list of notquitegoals.

On top of the general "how do I social media again" which is also a vague notquitegoal I intend to work on.

Oh my gosh the "I have so much stuff I owe better vanish" anxiety is a thing I know really well; it's why I quit TLV finally.

It's going better with FR but I'm still getting hit with it lately.