like... im tired of being looked at as a disgrace. i'm constantly belittled at home, called immature when i get the slightest bit stressed. its always me that does something wrong and everything is always my fault. i'm tired of it. i thought after i left school, bullying would stop. didnt expect it in mu own damn home

with me quitting my current job to do something more enjoyable im somehow less of an adult now because i wanted to do something for myself. i had my orientation today and i needed my ssc. i had asked my mom (the keeper of the ssc) to get it for me. i asked this thurs. orientation was sunday. i get home and as for the card sunday.

mom didnt even look for it. she gets up and looks.about 2 hours later, still no card and i have to leave. im stressed and my dad is being no help sitting on his ass yelling at us. i snap a bit and "hurt his feelings" so now im the bad guy, im the one at fault, im the horrible daughter that doesnt care about her parents

Imma murder someone

go for it.

but im legit like.... really depressed rn.