I just want to say to the cowardly beast that tonight killed my dog, you were lucky I did not see you because I would beat you until there was your blood on the asphalt!
Thank you all.. it is really complex to explain what you are experiencing in these cases. For me it was more like a pet, it was almost a little sister. I feel lost at the moment, as if I missed a piece of me.
I am so so sorry. I lost my Tony cat because he was attacked by dogs one night and as much as I love dogs, I would have literally kicked those dogs until they were dead that night. I totally get it.