I look so round in pictures nowadays.

LIKE WINNIE THE POOH!

But it's kind of sad. I'm sad. I don't know why.

People say you should love yourself for who you are.

No matter what you look like.

But then....

What happens if you've just been talked down on for years since the age of 8, because you didn't "look like your sister" or society's notion of thin

it makes me sad. And I think this is what makes me too anxious to go out.

I feel like everyone is looking at me, whispering....

So let's just not go out today. 😶