gingersnap
2017-05-03T22:48:38.000Z
I may not have gone to class today but between Health&Wellness, the Counseling Center, and Disability Resources I have done a lot of shit today ok
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gingersnap
2017-05-03T22:49:16.000Z
Plus an hour of work so like
ULTROHAZARDOUS🐙
2017-05-03T22:53:29.000Z
it was a busy day!
you have definitely done a lot of shit today
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Nika
2017-05-03T23:01:32.000Z
that sounds productive as fuck, good job!
gingersnap
2017-05-03T23:04:12.000Z
Also the DRS person asked if I felt like if I didn't have depression/anxiety going on if I'd be able to do all this class stuff at once and like. Yeah.
gingersnap
2017-05-03T23:05:19.000Z
I saw a tumblr joke once that was like 'look at all the shit I've done with depression... clearly god nerfed me so I wouldn't be OP' and I think about that a lot
Sun Pumpkin
2017-05-04T03:40:56.000Z
It's deeply frustrating
Sun Pumpkin
2017-05-04T03:41:40.000Z
Not that I feel like I accomplish a ton, just....that I feel such a difference in functionality it frustrates me to feel hobbled
gingersnap
2017-05-04T03:49:22.000Z
I mean. I guess I feel it slightly differently. I'm prone to thinking of myself as a weakass piece of shit who couldn't survive anything
gingersnap
2017-05-04T03:50:29.000Z
But I'm. I'm really not. I have survived my own brain doing the thing opposite of what it's supposed to do (if what we evolved to do is, y'know, survive)
gingersnap
2017-05-04T03:52:17.000Z
I've done some coolass shit in my life AND I had to deal with playing on hard mode in my own brain to do that cool shit
gingersnap
2017-05-04T03:53:26.000Z
I'm not a weakass piece of shit, I'm strong as hell. And do I wish I didn't have all of this shit and could not have all this shit going on? Of course. In an instant. But
gingersnap
2017-05-04T03:54:18.000Z
And I mean you have done some coolass shit too. Like, holy shit, you take care of living things that DON'T thrive on neglect. Like. Shit, that's rad.
gingersnap
2017-05-04T03:55:27.000Z
Not that it isn't frustrating as hell but. Like. I guess I feel like if you gotta ve stuck in hard mode at least sometimes people see it and acknowledge that you're playing on hard mode
gingersnap
2017-05-04T03:56:02.000Z
But yeah I get why that wouldn't be a helpful phrase for ya
Sun Pumpkin
2017-05-06T00:24:32.000Z
Oh, I didn't mean it that way, just that I don't accomplish as much as some people do with depression. It's something to adjust to, too. And I do think you're tough, you're managing to get more schooling than I did, and eventually I think that will make your life better
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