IT'S OK DEATH HAPPENS but god stop dying

it family stuff? I mean you don't have to talk about it here if you don't want to, I'm just not going back to Twitter anytime soon

i think it's harder for me when it's clients bc it is super hard on my boss and she gets really upset

Ohhh

Yeah, that's rough in a different way

oh yeah family death is PROBABLY NOT "COOL WITH ME" LIKE I WAS ABOUT TO WRITE but it doesn't affect me as much because the way my life panned out means i never got too emotionally attached to my family or protective over them.

but i'm like super overprotective of my boss and thus have developed an empathy problem there

i guess it's not a problem but IN GENERAL I REMAIN DETACHED FROM THESE TERRESTRIAL AFFAIRS

i mean i'd be upset if my mom or brother died but beyond those two i really don't think i'd care

I MEAN I'D CARE but it's complicated. it wouldn't bother me.

Yeah, I understand that

also it's ok twitter is a pox i like to complain at plurk now too since there's no trump on plurk

It's a different kettle of fish when dealing with someone else's upset, someone you care about and is such a, like, vital part of your life

So yeah, I get that

Also geez I sure wish there weren't any Trump on MY plurk

i mean shit i get mad when i see strangers criticise the financial industry bc ppl like my boss work in it and im like NO!!! THEY AREN'T ALL OUT TO GET YOU!!!

my boss like really gets to know ppl and makes friends with them bc she thinks knowing ppl and knowing specifics is really important to determining their needs bc everyone is different. she makes friends with a lot of them.

RJKFSJDF i think i only avoided the trump plurks because i blocked 95% of all plurk when i left the first time bc i had such a compulsion problem

on twitter i have a habit of RTing trump too bc i acquired republican followers for some reason

i find myself often trying to bait them in revenge for them RTing breitbart and conspiracy theorists

rarely is the bait taken

i'm friendly with them but after so long people cannot find the will to argue with me for some strange reason

Snrghpahahah

it will never get better than me arguing with a guy who said liberals are too sensitive who then got really concerned and asked me why i wasn't liking any of his tweets

a lot of them really want you to like them if you prove you aren't a sensitive snowflake and/or make fun of them for endlessly repeating a butchered fightclub quote

but twitter makes it too easy for me to gently needle people because it's the worst platform about harassment

once i learned how easy it was i keep doing it which i've come to realise is probably bad for my stress levels since although i love it and i have fun doing it and don't actively register the stress, i internalise it.

i figured this out when my heart started fluttering and hurting and i was like oh no. this again.

dammit caitlin was right i do need a new hobby

Oh yikes yeah

Erin please don't harass people to death

Or at least, not your death

IT'S OK I KNOW THE SIGNS I KNOW WHEN I NEED TO STOP i just wish my brain registered this before my body physically is like please

please, this is stressful. stop. please.

meanwhile my brain is like chewing on a chainlink fence trying to get around to attack

IM ALWAYS RIGHT MOTHERFUCKER

look im working very hard to make replaying the same video games over and over my new hobby since i can't make anything new since i'm moving apartments